[ Kido falls in and out of consciousness several times, opening her eyes to a red towel, then to blurry faces, blinding lights, darkness, a white ceiling. In between each of those, she watches her family die over and over again. She watches the smile drop off Kano's face as he gets shot through the head, body warm and heavy as she holds him close to herself. Seto running forward to shield the both of them, shot through the stomach and throwing up blood but still he gets on his feet to protect them. He's shot again through the mouth, and then gun points to her, and she doesn't even have time to scream as the pain explodes everywhere in her body. By the time the darkness came, she was in such anguish, she welcomed it.
But the darkness did not want her, and rejects her again, throwing her back into this world. She opens her eyes and sees dark hair and draws back in terror, finally allowed the chance to scream that she didn't have before. And it hurts. Her body, her heart, her throat still raw from the smoke and the fire and her scream is hoarse and wet, broken by the wail and the tears that push past choked sobs like a dam breaking and now it can't stop. She curls in on herself, squeezing her eyes shut but the tears still manage to escape; there's nowhere else for them to go, she doesn't have the strength to hold them in. IVs continue to be a detriment more than help, because Kido pulls on them too, pulling the lines as she grabs at the air in front of her, trying to find somebody who isn't there anymore. ]
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But the darkness did not want her, and rejects her again, throwing her back into this world. She opens her eyes and sees dark hair and draws back in terror, finally allowed the chance to scream that she didn't have before. And it hurts. Her body, her heart, her throat still raw from the smoke and the fire and her scream is hoarse and wet, broken by the wail and the tears that push past choked sobs like a dam breaking and now it can't stop. She curls in on herself, squeezing her eyes shut but the tears still manage to escape; there's nowhere else for them to go, she doesn't have the strength to hold them in. IVs continue to be a detriment more than help, because Kido pulls on them too, pulling the lines as she grabs at the air in front of her, trying to find somebody who isn't there anymore. ]