[ Whether she'll end up thanking his wish for bringing her back, or scorning it for taking her away, it doesn't matter right now when she struggles against Terry, her right side stronger than her left but the pain still shoots up her side when she tries to twist away and she bites back a cry. ]
I went back there, didn't I?! Why should this place be the end of the line?! Even if I have to die again to get back there, even if—-
[ But a sob breaks through, and she can't complete her thought, thinking of Seto and Kano and how she won't ever see them again. It feels unreal. Like she can change things if she ignores rational thought and tries hard enough, it feels like she can just reach out and grab them and pull them close to her.
Unfortunately, all she's got is rational thought, and she knows they're gone forever. And so she cries. Even if she could save Mary, even if she could protect Momo and her brother and Ene too, what's the point if her two closest friends couldn't be saved either? ]
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I went back there, didn't I?! Why should this place be the end of the line?! Even if I have to die again to get back there, even if—-
[ But a sob breaks through, and she can't complete her thought, thinking of Seto and Kano and how she won't ever see them again. It feels unreal. Like she can change things if she ignores rational thought and tries hard enough, it feels like she can just reach out and grab them and pull them close to her.
Unfortunately, all she's got is rational thought, and she knows they're gone forever. And so she cries. Even if she could save Mary, even if she could protect Momo and her brother and Ene too, what's the point if her two closest friends couldn't be saved either? ]
How am I supposed to live without them...