[ Hopefully Terry doesn't have plans for the rest of his life, because Kido would want him to stay forever, here in the hospital until she's well enough to be discharged or Sasuke is kind enough to spirit her away from the hospital.
With a shaky breath, she lifts her head up to thank Terry, but catching the smile on his face only brings a surge of anger that pushes more tears out of the corners of her eyes. What the hell is he smiling for, when she'd just lost her family, and a part of her with them? He's trying to be kind, her heart tries to tell her, but he's so stupid, irrational thought cuts in, and it's confusing. And it hurts. Because she's reminded so much of Kano who would smile through anything, faking it because he doesn't want it to hurt any more than it is already- for him and for her. Not that this is the same thing, or that she thinks Terry is faking, but she's seeing that every little thing is going to remind her of the people she lost she can't handle it; she can't be strong like this, and doesn't want to be. ]
Don't smile. There's nothing happy about this.
[ Her being alive aside, but she doesn't think about that, when being alive here means people apart from people there. ]
You don't have to do anything more than just... be here. I just need you to be here, and don't leave me alone.
[ Sitting in silence and doing nothing... But his words aren't very effective right now and he makes her mad with every small thing he does, so all Kido really wants is his presence. Just him being him. That's all. ]
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With a shaky breath, she lifts her head up to thank Terry, but catching the smile on his face only brings a surge of anger that pushes more tears out of the corners of her eyes. What the hell is he smiling for, when she'd just lost her family, and a part of her with them? He's trying to be kind, her heart tries to tell her, but he's so stupid, irrational thought cuts in, and it's confusing. And it hurts. Because she's reminded so much of Kano who would smile through anything, faking it because he doesn't want it to hurt any more than it is already- for him and for her. Not that this is the same thing, or that she thinks Terry is faking, but she's seeing that every little thing is going to remind her of the people she lost she can't handle it; she can't be strong like this, and doesn't want to be. ]
Don't smile. There's nothing happy about this.
[ Her being alive aside, but she doesn't think about that, when being alive here means people apart from people there. ]
You don't have to do anything more than just... be here. I just need you to be here, and don't leave me alone.
[ Sitting in silence and doing nothing... But his words aren't very effective right now and he makes her mad with every small thing he does, so all Kido really wants is his presence. Just him being him. That's all. ]