[ Terry sits at the desk across from her. This is fine. That's not a question, Kido! He knows having attitude won't really be of any help here, so he tries to interpret that as best as he can. He's pretty sure she knows why he didn't accept his Shadow that easily, leading to everyone dying in there. Might as well start with hidden secrets. ]

... It was really hard telling people about my condition.

[ Was, because it's not that hard anymore. If he needs to say it, he'll say it. ]

Drinking blood just to live week after week, and then getting sick from it during my stay in Hirajiro before was something I didn't want anyone to know.

[ He did tell her about the condition, just really vaguely. Nothing about blood. He supposes that doesn't count anyway. ]

Back then, being looked at in fear was something I really hated. I couldn't stand it. I'm better about it now.

[ He glances at Kido. ]

... I remember the reason why I didn't want to tell you was that you scare easily. You passed out once when you saw that I was bleeding a lot from my ear. There were other situations too, but I couldn't imagine what your reaction would have been if I just straight up told you that I need to drink blood to live... I was scared. Thinking back on it now, it was... stupid of me, but I guess hindsight is always like that.

[ ... ]

For the record, I didn't kill anyone for their blood.