[ Her voice is thick with tears, still crying into Terry's shoulder as she wraps her arms around him and clings tightly. ]
Why would he want to die? Even if it's not today— what if it's the next day? The day after? I can't—-
[ She can't ever make anybody happy enough to think that life is worth living. First it was Terry who wanted to die, and then Rei and now Toki and she hates it, she hates that she can't do anything about it and that anything she does or says won't ever matter. ]
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[ Her voice is thick with tears, still crying into Terry's shoulder as she wraps her arms around him and clings tightly. ]
Why would he want to die? Even if it's not today— what if it's the next day? The day after? I can't—-
[ She can't ever make anybody happy enough to think that life is worth living. First it was Terry who wanted to die, and then Rei and now Toki and she hates it, she hates that she can't do anything about it and that anything she does or says won't ever matter. ]